rukuk...woah

Evanescence
My Immortal
by Amy Lee/Ben Moody/David Hodges
my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

building a mystery

Sarah Mclachlan
Building A Mystery

You come out at night
That's when the energy comes
And the dark side's light
And the vampires roam
You strut your rasta wear
And your suicide poem
And a cross from a faith that died
Before Jesus came
You're building a mystery
You live in a church
Where you sleep with voodoo dolls
And you won't give up the search
For the ghosts in the halls
You wear sandals in the snow
And a smile that won't wash away
Can you look out the window
Without your shadow getting in the way?
You're so beautiful
With an edge and charmbut so careful
When I'm in your arms
Cause you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully
You woke up screaming aloud
A prayer from your secret god
You feed off our fears
And hold back your tears, oh
Give us a tantrum
And a know it all grin
Just when we need one
When the evening's thin
You're a beautiful
A beautiful fucked up man
You're setting up your
Razor wire shrine
Cause you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully
Ooh you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
Holding on and holding it in
Yeah you're working
Building a mystery
And choosing so carefully
You're building a mystery

hayden christensen aka anakin skywalker

natalie portman

hello again

Shut up-simple plan
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.
So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
And gonna bring me down
So there you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.
So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
And gonna bring me down
Gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.
Don't tell me who I should be
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
Watch you fade away
So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
And gonna me down
I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say todaygonna bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me downBring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.

Dissapear....

Artist: Hoobastank
Song: Disappear
Album: The Reason

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear
There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

NEW YEAR!!!

Happy New Year!!! I know, i know...its not the enw year anymore..but so what!
Well i don't have any new year's resolution other than scoring 8 A's for my PMR this year....i spent the new year chatting with me friends online..hehe...weird ha!
I had to go to school on Monday!!!AAARRRGHHHHHH!!
I've been spending over 2 months relaxing at home and then i had to go to school. Plus i have to wake up at 5 am everyday now...=(. Plus i have killer h0mework now...courtesy of my math teach.
The first week of school has been really stressful and i bet its going to get worse cause of PMR! I can only go online on weekends now....cause i got to study on weekdays..like i said life sucks this year!
Well...write more soon.

THe NigTmArE BefoRe ChRistmAs

hehe....

McFly!!!! *drools*hehe

Sorry

I'm soooo sorry i haven't updated my entry for a while. So i had this open house at home, my mum invited her friends from the office. Somewhat nearly 200 people came!!!!GILA PENAT!
I invited some of my friends over.I found out that my old mates were starting to contact us again. And just now Syafiq, Azhar and Izat(m) came over untuk beraya. Agak pelik jugak sebab dah lama tak tengok diorang. They were cool,and all. Man were they tall. I haven't seen them in a long time. So we all exchanged phone numbers and all. Its all good.
My mum is really worried about my grandma..lately shes been acting really weird. She keeps saying that shes probably gonna die soon and is saying she knows someone who can 'mandikan jenazah'. SO were going to see her this week.
see ya

The Da Vinvi Code by Dan Brown

a normal day...

well i'm currently as usual this holiday doing nothing...
i might be seriously considering the idea of giving tuisten this holiday. Probably math or english. How does RM 30 a month sound for a subject???
Neway i am currently reading The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown. Believe me when i say i cannot put it down except for now. I haven't finished reading it yet. I started reading the book yesterday around evening and continued reading till 2 a.m. I'm only 3/4 through.
Heres what the book looks like..the picture is up there. I recomend it to anyone who loves a good mystery and loves codebreaking..
*anna*

The Garden At My Home Sweet Home

FiRsT PoSt.^.^

So hey! I hope i have enough discipline to always write in this so called live journal. I'll try to post photos and write as frequent as i can. I'm currently in my mums office, reason why i'm not at home...I'M BORED! Its currently the school holiday here in Malaysia..no school till January. I have absolutely nothing to do. So i'll try to write as many things as i can this long holiday.
FYI..my birthday was a week ago. I finally turned 14! My birthday was on the 3rd of Raya very cool!
So thats it for now...I'll write back soon. C*ya
Peace!
*anna*